thank you everybody who remembered
vioLynnnes' s birthday todae!
vioLynnne is a very happy person now ^^
hahahas this is the first time i ve ever
assumed a handphone could be alive-
cuz my beautiful matte-black silver-streaked samsung
was practically warbling with a
happy-birthday message from the special people
who loved me and cared and remembered this day.
thankyouthankyouthankyou-
just really want to acknowledge this people
who made an effort to wish me many happy returns-
God (and in order of the time they smsed ^^)
Jawn
Angela
Nadine
kahwee jiu jiu
Iris
Jarod
Fee
Yihui
feel very loved because this is the first time
i had so many birthday smses on my birthday!
hahahas and too a
ll those who ve ever known and cared for me-
your friendship is considered a birthday present already
The birthday girl also wants to access her
authorized power and blessings to wish eveyone to have
a fantastic October 28th 2006 today!
With love-
vioLynnne =)
Stumbled across a single revelation while
reflecting on my journey as a Christian on Sunday
and like a thunderbolt strike
it was:
God cared and loved me
even when i still didnt believe.
He made my prayers come true.
He was there for me every minute of the day.
He guided me.
He gave me a new life.
even when i still didnt believe.
i once thought that i became who i am
because of all my determination, efforts and works.
now i know.
and i believe.
its funny how easily human emotions
can be manipulated-
how we can let our feelings control our
actions and thoughts
instead of being in control instead. =)
being in control.
i like the sound of that-
hahahahahs
andidontknowwhy either ^^
had so many things i wanted to spill on my blog-
its like a canvas for my perspectives and
mundane idiocrasynaries y' noe?
like the haze.
like North Korea and their obsession in churning
the world into a -Godtrulyforbid- WWIII with
their im-just-testing-only nuclear bombs.
like how im rotting in my house, reduced to near
wisps studying how calcium oxide and carbonate
is reacted to from C sulphite from
flue desulphurisation cuz of toxic SO2 gases.
-growls.
God
give me strength to perservere-
helphelphelphelp please help meee-
Faith. i need it like a drug. ^^
*my catchphrase- its mine!!
Amen.
today i shall experiment writing my blog as
someone else whom i imagine would have a very
different personality from me ^^
maybe i should write with a perspective like mona's =)
or not.
its hard to even figure what shes thinking.
* mona is a comic character of c'est la vie comics. ^^
here goes-
Life ******** *****-
and to all those ****** and *******
who cant ******* stop gossipping and ******** abt me,
THANKS.
its people like you who give me motivation to
beat you ******** people in everything i do anyway.
ugghhs this feels so CHILDISH!!!
if i were in that situation, i wouldn even CARE,
cuz its not even worth my energy to bother abt
what people think of me anyway-
dear God
just wanna pray for a
simple and pure heart .
and seriously, not too even think abt what people
think of me, cuz only YOUR opinion matters.
You and everybody else
who matters to me, of course =)
thisisnta dream itreallyreallyisn't
dreams are dreams for a purpose
you ve gotta make them come true.
Life feels like a deep lake now
Tranquil and calm
gleaming with the specks
of sunlight
while the cool winds
ripple across the turquoise surface
but beneath such a deceiving facade
the turmoil of powerful emotions-
all swept away by the rapid undercurrents
I LL MISS U CEDAR
i am sickkkkk and dyingggg...
urghsss-
total sleep hours for an afternoon nap
= a fat FOUR and a 1/2 Hourss!!!
goodness.
doust the world hath no piety for
a fair young maiden ridden with disease?
hahahahas -
being sick means i can be a drama queen.
being sick means i get pampered. =)
at 38.5 degrees C- i am forgivingly insane.
two days left.
i wonder what will become of me
when life gives u lemons,
make lemon souffle.
hahahahahahhs ^^
i dont know why but im STILL
feeling strangely calm, even tho
its LESS THAN A MONTH B4
the blasted Os!!!
i m typing on my blog, and i ve
just wasted TWO hours on a
teenage fiction novel-
(everybody SCREAM)
chanting spell: 13 points....ohm....
13 big fat pointss.....
i don't care-
i m going to make it to NJC!!!
(if not, VJC!!!) *DETERMINED
Lord, you KNOW i wanna do my best for YOU.
saddd.
only 5 days left.
realised i ve changed much over 4 years.
couldnt really recognize myself back then-
but thats all changed now. =)
wont be able to see all the great people
i ve met and known in this short year.
would i be able to remember them all
when i grow up?
theyvereallymadeanimpactonmylife.
still remember when i was but a little sec 1,
i wondered if i would ever be as
grateful to my school and teachers as the sec 4s then.
i know why now. =)
this blog entry is specially written for my
alma mater, Cedar Girls Secondary School.
this truly has been my best year by far-
and i know i ll never forget it. ^^