iknowbecauseitsawonderfulworld
when your herewithme-
hahahahs the best things happen in
the places i least expected today-
smoothly accomplishing my o level chem pract-
THANK YOU GOD
sharing laughter and chilling with friends
friends that just seemed to appear as if
from thin air throughout the day
Iris
YiHui
Rev' (studying and laughing, crapping during lock up) ^^
Ange (after Lock- up to Foyer)
Glad (Foyer-before leaving school)
Debra (walk to bus stop)
Chui Wen ( from bus stop to TP )
Pris ( squeezing a quick lunch with me )
Melissa ( to spend the entire tuition period with)
Ms Yeo ( my miracle worker spending a good four
hours trying to teach me the complexities of A math)

oh how thine blessings raineth on me
blessings thou art guised as misfortune
that shalt open my heart to so much good
around me
to smile and strive on despite everything
God
You are so good to me-
loving you more than ever- wanna be JUST LIKE YOU

thank you everybody who remembered
vioLynnnes' s birthday todae!
vioLynnne is a very happy person now ^^
hahahas this is the first time i ve ever
assumed a handphone could be alive-
cuz my beautiful matte-black silver-streaked samsung
was practically warbling with a
happy-birthday message from the special people
who loved me and cared and remembered this day.

thankyouthankyouthankyou-

just really want to acknowledge this people
who made an effort to wish me many happy returns-

God (and in order of the time they smsed ^^)
Jawn
Angela
Nadine
kahwee jiu jiu
Iris
Jarod
Fee
Yihui

feel very loved because this is the first time
i had so many birthday smses on my birthday!
hahahas and too a
ll those who ve ever known and cared for me-

your friendship is considered a birthday present already
The birthday girl also wants to access her
authorized power and blessings to wish eveyone to have
a fantastic October 28th 2006 today!

With love-
vioLynnne =)

Stumbled across a single revelation while
reflecting on my journey as a Christian on Sunday
and like a thunderbolt strike

it was:

God cared and loved me
even when i still didnt believe.

He made my prayers come true.

He was there for me every minute of the day.

He guided me.

He gave me a new life.

even when i still didnt believe.

i once thought that i became who i am
because of all my determination, efforts and works.

now i know.


and i believe.

its funny how easily human emotions
can be manipulated-
how we can let our feelings control our
actions and thoughts
instead of being in control instead. =)

being in control.
i like the sound of that-
hahahahahs
andidontknowwhy either ^^

had so many things i wanted to spill on my blog-
its like a canvas for my perspectives and
mundane idiocrasynaries y' noe?

like the haze.
like North Korea and their obsession in churning
the world into a -Godtrulyforbid- WWIII with
their im-just-testing-only nuclear bombs.
like how im rotting in my house, reduced to near
wisps studying how calcium oxide and carbonate
is reacted to from C sulphite from
flue desulphurisation cuz of toxic SO2 gases.

-growls.

God
give me strength to perservere-
helphelphelphelp please help meee-
Faith. i need it like a drug. ^^
*my catchphrase- its mine!!
Amen.

today i shall experiment writing my blog as
someone else whom i imagine would have a very
different personality from me ^^

maybe i should write with a perspective like mona's =)
or not.
its hard to even figure what shes thinking.
* mona is a comic character of c'est la vie comics. ^^

here goes-

Life ******** *****-
and to all those ****** and *******
who cant ******* stop gossipping and ******** abt me,
THANKS.
its people like you who give me motivation to
beat you ******** people in everything i do anyway.

ugghhs this feels so CHILDISH!!!
if i were in that situation, i wouldn even CARE,
cuz its not even worth my energy to bother abt
what people think of me anyway-

dear God
just wanna pray for a
simple and pure heart .

and seriously, not too even think abt what people
think of me, cuz only YOUR opinion matters.
You and everybody else
who matters to me, of course =)

thisisnta dream itreallyreallyisn't

dreams are dreams for a purpose
you ve gotta make them come true.
Life feels like a deep lake now
Tranquil and calm
gleaming with the specks
of sunlight
while the cool winds
ripple across the turquoise surface
but beneath such a deceiving facade
the turmoil of powerful emotions-

all swept away by the rapid undercurrents

I LL MISS U CEDAR

i am sickkkkk and dyingggg...
urghsss-
total sleep hours for an afternoon nap
= a fat FOUR and a 1/2 Hourss!!!
goodness.
doust the world hath no piety for
a fair young maiden ridden with disease?
hahahahas -
being sick means i can be a drama queen.
being sick means i get pampered. =)
at 38.5 degrees C- i am forgivingly insane.

two days left.
i wonder what will become of me
when life gives u lemons,
make lemon souffle.
hahahahahahhs ^^

i dont know why but im STILL
feeling strangely calm, even tho
its LESS THAN A MONTH B4
the blasted Os!!!

i m typing on my blog, and i ve
just wasted TWO hours on a
teenage fiction novel-
(everybody SCREAM)

chanting spell: 13 points....ohm....
13 big fat pointss.....

i don't care-
i m going to make it to NJC!!!
(if not, VJC!!!) *DETERMINED

Lord, you KNOW i wanna do my best for YOU.

saddd.
only 5 days left.

realised i ve changed much over 4 years.
couldnt really recognize myself back then-
but thats all changed now. =)

wont be able to see all the great people
i ve met and known in this short year.
would i be able to remember them all
when i grow up?
theyvereallymadeanimpactonmylife.
still remember when i was but a little sec 1,
i wondered if i would ever be as
grateful to my school and teachers as the sec 4s then.

i know why now. =)
this blog entry is specially written for my
alma mater, Cedar Girls Secondary School.

this truly has been my best year by far-
and i know i ll never forget it. ^^